Life Beneath the Rain

It's been a while i haven't pour my heart into words..
My world has its ups and downs..
It was never flat for the last couple of years and i'm grateful for that..
For all the fluttery feelings that makes me feel like the earth is a such a beautiful place and the tears of burdens that made me realize that it's not.. I'm grateful for all the things God allow me to experience. Even though i do hope He is being a little bit more gentle with it :)
Anyway all the things i've gone through shows how big His trust in me..
Despite of everything, recently it's always raining..
And i love it.
I love rain and how the sky seems like smiling peacefully.
And I love how everyone seems to be a lot calmer under it.

I'll do anything to see you this happy

Yeah,, anything..

I'll need my rainbow after the rain..

12.58am

in front of me is a laptop yang kadar panasnya setara dengan setrikaan akibat 6 jam belom istirahat, and inside of me is a brain yang kadar panasnya telah melampaui segala bentuk setrikaan akibat lebih dari seminggu belom istirahat.

(I'm not exaggerating!)

Minggu-minggu terakhir ini boleh dibilang minggu yang cukup menguras fisik dan mental. So much things to do yang bikin physically exhausted, but I can sleep. Too bad ga semua kelelahan bisa diobati dengan cara tidur :)

I'm tired

Tired of making item analysis until late at night

Tired of lifting those jackets around

Tired of selling those snacks

Tired of eating those rice when it didn't sold out

Tired of raising funds

Yeah, I really am tired.

But it's nothing compared to the tiredness of caring

not wanting to burden you

not wanting you to know how tired I am

So please tell me that there's a rainbow after the rain

Lesser living for a fuller life

Own less. Create more.

Buy less. Share more.

Work less. Play more.

Less media gazing. More sky gazing.

Less cellphone time. More reading time.

Less noise. More silence.

Less impulsive shopping. More frugal consuming.

Less wanting. More gratitude.

Less needing. More contentment.

Explain less. Act more.

Stress less. Laugh more.

Think less. Feel more.

Less promises. More surprises.

Less performances. More inquiries.

Less concepts. More experiments.

Answer less. Question more.

Comply less. Question more.

Believe less. Question more.

Less known. More unknown.

Less handed-down beliefs. More self-discoveries.

Less fixation. More freedom.

Talk less. Listen more.

Analyze less. Experience more.

Judge less. Observe more.

Less concrete. More soil.

Less tabloids. More trees.

Less smoking sections. More fresh air.

Criticize less. Appreciate more.

Object less. Understand more.

Exclude less. Include more.

Less knowledgeable. More innocence.

Less target. More acceptance.

Less doing something. More doing nothing.

Attach less. Release more.

Ignore less. Meditate more.

Fear less. Breathe more.

Less addiction. More awareness.

Less norms. More conscience.

Less mindless. More mindfulness.

Credit: Dewi "Dee" Lestari