Life Beneath the Rain

It's been a while i haven't pour my heart into words..
My world has its ups and downs..
It was never flat for the last couple of years and i'm grateful for that..
For all the fluttery feelings that makes me feel like the earth is a such a beautiful place and the tears of burdens that made me realize that it's not.. I'm grateful for all the things God allow me to experience. Even though i do hope He is being a little bit more gentle with it :)
Anyway all the things i've gone through shows how big His trust in me..
Despite of everything, recently it's always raining..
And i love it.
I love rain and how the sky seems like smiling peacefully.
And I love how everyone seems to be a lot calmer under it.

Only Hope

Do you ever hold on for something so tight, you asked yourself why..
And even scold yourself because you thought it's a stupidity..
And no one knows it better than you.
I do..
I, too, asked myself why i often stay on a hurting situation..
Why spend the sleepless nights,
Why can't i let go..
(Sleep is precious, right?)
But i think i found the answer why..
Well..
Even though it will forever be a maybe..
Maybe because you bring me to the doors that I've been searching for, door that will bring me out of this labyrinth of loneliness
Being with you, I see a glimpse light
So maybe that's the reason why it's hard to let you go
Because as much as i'm tired and mad..
How is it possible to let it go?
You're the key to that door..
You're my only hope.

Thoughts #1

It's cold~ but i only want a warmth from You. Because any other warmth will leave and make it even colder.

Mobile Blogger

So i just downloaded the blogger apps on my phone. Which is pretty cool.. and make me wanna continue writing on this blog. Some might be short, others might be long. I'll try to write more bcs truthfully I always like to share my thoughts.. i just never have the time or chance to pour it out :) so, this is my first mobile post... look out for the next!

Dear World,

If happiness is what we're all humans aiming for...

Maybe we should stop fighting

or else we can try to stop arguing

by being less demanding

and start enjoying

every little moments that are passing by

dragging away unreachable happiness that we're looking for..

The hurting world

The chain never ends.

A hurts B. B hurts C. C hurts D and so on..

We are living in a hurting world, where all living human has this experience of being hurt.

Sad but true.

And we can't do anything to prevent others from hurting us.

Some losers will try to stop loving, pretend not to care, in order to guard their heart from getting hurt.

They decide not to love, not to live, and waste their life not taking chances.

Yes.. they continue hurting themselves.

Do not let the fear of getting hurt prevent us from living the meaningful life

What we can do.. is simply to stop hurting others.

We all need to heal, somehow.

And there's this one important thing we need to remember:

Hurting back or hurting others won't help the healing process.. at all.

Marriage and Shoes

Marriage is like choosing a pair of shoes yang akan kita pakai seumur hidup.

Wow.

Terdengar menakutkan kah?

Buat yang koleksi sepatu mungkin iya.

Tapi kurang lebih keadaannya memang seperti itu.

Daripada pilih yang modelnya keliatan bagus tapi dipakai sakit, lebih baik pilih yang biasa aja tapi nyaman dipakai.

Pada umumnya, sebagai manusia normal, kita memang selalu tergiur dengan sepatu yang modelnya bagus. Sampai kemudian kita coba pakai dan ternyata sakit. Seunik, semenarik atau sebagus apapun keliatannya sepatu itu, sebagian besar orang yang pintar akan menaruh kembali sepatu itu di rak walaupun dengan berat hati. Well, daripada menderita seumur hidup.

Sebagian lainnya, bakal tetap maksain membeli sepatu itu dengan alasan “terlanjur suka”. Mungkin sambil mikir “gpp deh sakit dikit, I can handle this kind of pain.. I really like this shoes!” dan mereka terus berjalan dalam kesakitan sampai pada titik dimana mereka tidak tahan lagi.. baru kemudian bercerai.

Sekarang, jika kita lihat dari perspektif sebaliknya..
Gimana caranya ya jadi sepatu yang nyaman?
Supaya waktu kita ketemu “that great man” and he decide to try to put us on, he’s not going to feel hurt, and abandon us.
Yup! We need to be comfortable shoes so that he’ll decide to wear us forever.
It’s our homework to shape ourself rightly, fellow shoes!

We need to understand them, being there for them, listen to their problems, care about them sincerely, stop being selfish, and.. take care of our personal appearance. Sepatu yang nyaman kalo modelnya terlalu butut juga kan susah ^^