Life Beneath the Rain

It's been a while i haven't pour my heart into words..
My world has its ups and downs..
It was never flat for the last couple of years and i'm grateful for that..
For all the fluttery feelings that makes me feel like the earth is a such a beautiful place and the tears of burdens that made me realize that it's not.. I'm grateful for all the things God allow me to experience. Even though i do hope He is being a little bit more gentle with it :)
Anyway all the things i've gone through shows how big His trust in me..
Despite of everything, recently it's always raining..
And i love it.
I love rain and how the sky seems like smiling peacefully.
And I love how everyone seems to be a lot calmer under it.

Only Hope

Do you ever hold on for something so tight, you asked yourself why..
And even scold yourself because you thought it's a stupidity..
And no one knows it better than you.
I do..
I, too, asked myself why i often stay on a hurting situation..
Why spend the sleepless nights,
Why can't i let go..
(Sleep is precious, right?)
But i think i found the answer why..
Well..
Even though it will forever be a maybe..
Maybe because you bring me to the doors that I've been searching for, door that will bring me out of this labyrinth of loneliness
Being with you, I see a glimpse light
So maybe that's the reason why it's hard to let you go
Because as much as i'm tired and mad..
How is it possible to let it go?
You're the key to that door..
You're my only hope.